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#16
Pharmacist J's Poem Gallery / Re: 222
May 30, 2008, 10:39:42 PM
Thank you, I appreciate it.
#17
Pharmacist J's Poem Gallery / The Drug
May 27, 2008, 02:02:28 AM
This is a work in progress! I'm going to continue writing, and brainstorming in this post. Check back, and keep up-to-date!

The Drug

So how can anyone stop the drug?
When so deep inside, it's something you love
Whatever one it may be
It traps you and then you can't break free

You think it will be only once in a while
Just 2 or 3 times a week
But it suddenly consumes you
Now it's the only thing you seek

Before long, you realize you're addicted
You know it's wrong, and so inside you're conflicted
You stop caring about anything else
You even stop caring about yourself

You begin to hate yourself
Because you'll do anything for the cash
You stop caring about living
And you treat yourself like trash

Some of us could overdose
And lose the thing we should treasure the most
Or we may cut too deep
And some of us don't even want to eat
We just might want another drink
Then we're numb, so we don't have to feel or think

? Pharmacist J

I'm not done yet, I added a little bit. Still in the progress of thinking up things.
#18
Pharmacist J's Poem Gallery / Go away...
May 27, 2008, 01:32:43 AM
I would like to take a second and point something out to all of you whom of which are reading this. As you can tell, drugs can alter your sense of thoughts; please don't ever try them.

Go away...

Pain, go away...
On my heart you seem to prey.
Go away,
Heart you prey...

Tears streaming down this face
To me they seem such a disgrace
Tears on face
Such disgrace

Old Man Time, help me out
A new heart I need, no doubt
Help me out
New heart no doubt

For this one broke, past repair...
I have to say in such dispair.
Past repair,
Such dispair...

Pills, make me forget this world
Say I in a ball tightly curled
Forget this world,
Ball tightly curled

God, make this torture end
For have I almost lost a friend
Torture end
Lost a friend

As I sit, rocking myself to sleep
I know that pills will make it stop; I weep
Rock to sleep
Yes, I weep

Yes pills can take it away
So as I sit in anguish; I pray
Take it away..Take it away..
I pray

Pain killers aren't strong enough for my soul
Maybe I need more, on the ground I roll
Aren't for my soul
Ground I roll

Blurry room
Heart a-boom
Dosed to my Doom
Here comes the gloom
Pained position I assume
Death over me seems to loom
Here comes the weepers to my tomb
Not too many, I would be right to presume
Earth takes me back; hard dirt does me consume

Pain Killers strong enough
For my troubles were really tough
Not strong enough
Really tough

How through my troubles can I win
While my battle lies deep within
Can I win
Battle within

Weakness comes
My heart-ache this is its sums
Comes
Its sums

Pain too strong,
To me, I thought it shouldn't belong
Am I strong
No.. I don't belong

The pain can't mend
This is the end

? Pharmacist J

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Feedback is welcomed!  ???
#19
Pharmacist J's Poem Gallery / These Pills
May 27, 2008, 01:28:31 AM
I do not encourage the use of drugs, please do not try them.

I wrote this song while down, and coming off of whatever i took that day...

These Pills

Temptations have got the best of me

The problem are these pills and recipes

That f*ck you up, yet I come back for more

I'm acting up, like a f*cking whore

Letting these Pills get the best of me

Mind set, and normality are getting ugly

Yet i'm stuck craving, wanting, needing

Needing that high, popping Ecstacy

Tried Oxycontin for the first time

Couldn't even walk in a f*cking straight line

Trippen, numb, dumb, lovely feeling. You'd think this would be a sign

This life I live I might not die if let lone

If they find out, I won't ever be able to return home

Love my experience? This is my fucked up story

My regrets, this is not my idea of living

I'll keep trying to get these pills, even with the way i'm feeling

I've only one thing to say to you while in this zone

Kids, please don't try this at home


? Pharmacist J

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Leave your feedback please. I am in the process of writing some more, if you're interested check back later!
#20
Pharmacist J's Poem Gallery / 222
May 27, 2008, 01:21:33 AM
I do NOT encourage the use of drugs. I am indulged in such a thing, and i write easily about it. This is me expressing myself, please give me feedback.

222

I take two in the morning
for the lull in my head
when my heart beats faster
I can get out of bed
a smile comes easy
when you know what to do
just a glass of water
and a 222

I take two at lunch
to get me through till four
the rat race isn?t noticeable
when you can?t feel sore
as others suffer around me
I tell them what to do
drink a glass of water
and a 222

I take two in the evening
when I?m watching TV
I see the sex and violence
but it can?t hurt me
a little bit of sleep
when the day is through
but first a glass of water
and a 222


? Pharmacist J

A 222, is street slang for strong Pain Killers.
#21
General (OT) / Re: cant believe it...
May 27, 2008, 12:26:56 AM
Well, technically this is against the rules. I suggest contact Jeremy in a Personal PM about your account.
#22
General (OT) / Re: How much money would you want?
May 27, 2008, 12:25:51 AM
I would say, given my circumstances here at home, 1 Million Dollars.

With this money, i would hire the best doctor known to humanity to fix my sick Mother; she has Chronse Disease.